.Sunday, December 6, 2009'2:59 PM
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ah kan not in the mood to blog any further...
ever since fb come into my world, i lost interest to blog here. why? cos... I NOT INTERESTED LA. ask so much...
i have been wondering... why cant i lead a happy life like when i am little... no worries over monies, no worries over rumour, no worries over wat ppl say that is incorrect...ppl always say, if one day u found urself dragging to work, mean u dun enjoy that work anymore... time for a change. but... .change to where?? i am such a lazy person, i send out so many resumes and attend so many interviews, my present coy is the first company to hire me. my first full time job... my first job turn out to be a nitemare to me.
outside ppl always say, hey gov job good. metal rice bowl... but... do they understand how hard to please the citizen here??? this cannot, that cannot, always voice out their unhappiness and we, as a frontliner, always kena as if we set the rule n regulation, den kena complaint... den deduct point, lost bonus or performance bonus...
since young, i had a very fragile health, how to say leh. in simple, i am those kind, who drench in the rain, even a few droplets, i will be sick for days. especially... during these critical time. i can sick for a mth pls... u may find it ridiculous, but, is true.. other duno, n may think, "aiya, she gek siao one la. wan to take mc say la.... simi fragile health..." ppl who noe me, they will say, "y so fragile, abit abit aso sick..."
i am stuck in the middle... sick i go work, my virus spread to everyone... den everyone will blame me y nv rest at hm, if i nv go work, they will backstab me. say me. i noe some even curse me.
i jus wan my life to be simple. i jus wan all the ppl ard me to be happy too... but, when i step into the working society, this tot of mine change. this world, is not simple at all... today she smile at u, tml he kill u. everyday newspaper sure got bad news... good news??? rare!!!
jus a random blog.
.Wednesday, November 11, 2009'11:43 PM
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wed
today is a mess. mrng i go work i go fetch lily n carol. lolx. this lily so cute, she actually forgotten wat she told me ytd... PENGZ. nvm den... we da bao alot of mee hoon back. lolx. wooHOO~ mrng lunchie n dinner all bao liao~ wooHOO~
den early mrng lao da tell me, i have to go staff seminar, and erm... i dun even rmb got such things... nvm den. cos end up, mr wong say no need to go due to shortage of manpower. yesh! cos my car car park at bishan, den u wan me to come back from MO to bishan. must be kidding sia...
recently alot of things happen. i happen to know that potato tells ppl i setting plot on her due to recently i been treating her very well... -.-" pls... i am doing my job scope, bo bian, i have to ENTERTAIN u. if not, i reali no hiew u de lor. knn... anyhow spread, monday she come back, i am gg to have a little chat n talk to her.. well, accept or not, up to her, i am doing my job... boonies is right, if u dun have this thinking and if u dun do this to others, y must u scare other set plots on u. lucky i WALK STRAIGHT STRAIGHT, SIT TIGHT TIGHT... no scare she smear my name... kns. i am gg to get even out with her. IF NOT MY SURNAME CHANGE... opps. papa i love u. =)
recently my frenz papa passed away, is quite sad but is aso kinda of a 'pew' to my frenz, cos her papa got cancer... den last stage... jus tat too sudden, seem like her mama unable to take it. tml gg to Guang Ming Shan, i am unable to be present due to work commitment i hope she understand...
chan chang... dun worry so much. anything u can still come and look for me. i can help, i will help, i cannot help, i aso can help u tink of a soln to solve... be strong and take great care of ur mum.
.Monday, November 2, 2009'12:02 PM
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mon
abit of blue... cos doc say i cannot talk for one week to protect my vocal chord and have to go back for doc review on 26...
hopefully i can go on 26 cos reali down with manpower. i am so tired recently... i nv nv help to clean my own room, yet now i have to clean my working area cupboard... etc etc... bored... lolx. but i cant talk wat. see... i nv talk for three days, my voice gradually back to normal. Lao tian ye still dote me de. hehe~ i am sick for four weeks, now finally recovering... i am so glad...
7nov i am sooooo busy... mrng slp. afternoon gg berry bb girl one yr old party, den go sch... den at nite, might be gg out with boonie woOO~ haha. busy day for me...
.Saturday, October 24, 2009'11:21 PM
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sat
damn it. i spread my super virus ard... mr yap n my sis all get it. damn it man... why must be lidat... wau kaoz... GOD.. IF U WAN TO PUNISH DEN U PUNISH ME. Y MAKE MY LOVED ONE SUFFER...
nvm... he is jus being unfair... chey...
i miss going shopping... i wan to go out. I WAN TO SHOP TILL I DROP.. I WAN TO PLAY. I WAN TO K... hahaha. toopid me....
oh ya... I SAW VERY CUTE KITTY... BOONIE AFTER EXAM I PASS TO U BAH~ lolx
xmas is coming soon... wat is my pressie for this year leh, last year is... elephant from winnie pooh family... this year i wan DUMBO~~~ he is cute lor. big ear... and i am gg to give dearie a very big surprise... hehe~
.Friday, October 23, 2009'11:37 AM
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fri
i am certify by doc that i hurt my vocal chord. so leh, i am not gg to talk for the next two days... ignore me okie. hehe~ anything jus sms, erm... text me or fbing me... hehe~
aku darling recently very fan... duno how she liao~ hmmm.... next week whole week she on leave. worse... lolx... nvm den...
den small one aso... haiz, i worried abt her... haiz.... WHY ON EARTH GOT LOVE THIS EMOTION... CAN U TAKE AWAY. opps. sorry~ too ji dong liao....
i duno wat i writing la. random feeling. mixed feeling. i gg to rest again. nite.
.Tuesday, October 20, 2009'9:28 PM
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tues
recently, i been sick. sick until very jia lat. cough got blood. fell aslp in toilet (but mama say i fainted), next moment i know, i am in my bed...
well... sometimes i felt upset. why am i so lousy. been sick for such a long time... moreover quite often... as i say... i have low immune system... so... i prone to illness, if u cough beside me, sneeze beside me... fever come n near me. that it. next day... i am sick... i reali hope i do not sick so often... i reali hope. but i cant. from small i am prone to illness... if rain, i dint bring umbrella and drench myself in rain, that it... i will fell sick too...
.Friday, October 16, 2009'10:38 PM
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fri
today is friday. and i am sick. duno why. dun ask me. i got slight fever. abit of sore throat. maybe not enff slp.
i have a frenz. relationship on the rock, i am very worried. my bff is exam. i duno wat to do. i come across this qn i will go bonker, i will google it to look for answer to make my frenz feel beta, but i think i mess it up.
i would like to tell her, relationship is not the whole issue, the issue is, is that guy still in love with u. do u have a place in that guy heart. maybe yes, maybe no, and the answer is not definite. gal. right now, no matter wat u do, no matter wat he do, cannot change the fact that, he dun love u anymore. cannot. u understand. u no mood, it will affect ur career, ur future, now who gg to compensate u? who gg to compensate ur youth, ur time, ur career that have bright future?? nobody but U, urself.... i do hope i can talk it straight to u, but i duno how to phrase it. i am very bad in wording.
to all the lovers in relationship out there, PLEASE CHERISH...
