Kandice Life Story

New Life!

2012-02-11T21:23:00.002+08:00

Been busy recently over renovation of my new hse, my new flat, of cos, my new life...

Smurf Day!!!

2011-09-24T03:25:00.001+08:00

Today i went dating with my hubby after my sch lesson. Is a nite dating, we had long sweet conversation... Afterwhich, smurf for the movie treat. Whole show was great n nice, hoping they have The Smurf Two!!! Lolx... Now i noe, papa smurf, smurfett, gutsy, brainy (clever), clumsy and one smurf i duno his name..

How i wish there is a real smurf village... Kinda cute when u noe there are some tiny weeenty smurf living in tiny mushroom hse actually is real. Lolx...

Enff my ranting... Nitex

Grandpa

2011-09-12T00:24:00.001+08:00

Tml he will discharge soon, let pray that he will def recover this time. *pray*...

I understand alot of ppl is guessin why the wound will bleed n split. Okie, firstly he DID NOT CARRY HEAVY THING OR DO BIG ACTION MOVEMENT. why i noe? I WAS THERE. no point argue cos i am tired of all these craps.

Get well soon grandpa. I will take care of u.

simple tot = simple ah kan

2011-08-19T00:43:00.002+08:00

actually i duno wat i wan...
some things look simple yet so complicated... whereas
some things look complicated but is simple...
i suppose we may have to pursue this qns until we got the answer...

works starting soon, i starting to be afraid of works... duno y...

this sun me n ah yap gg to JB... two of us.... hehe!!!

before i slp, this song is ultra nice... pls try at Kbox okie... nitey

2011-08-16T01:22:00.002+08:00

after slping for a night, i no more feel hatre toward her, Mdm C...

is kinda strange that once u hate her and sudden u dun...

but wat to say she WAS my frenz... got a sentence by a wise men said "the experience treat it as a lesson to learn, dun fall for the same things again... "

i was stupid to fall for her trap... ah yap say I SHOULD NOT... he cont:" u already noe is a trap y still fall for it..."

he is RIGHT... is a trap, y i fall into it... i must have my stand... hmmm... (nodding head)

i start to wat app my bff, i noe i am too harsh ytd.. hope she understand my fustration...

2011-08-14T13:57:00.002+08:00

today i am gg to vent my anger out in this post. hopefully is short post...

recd an appy from my frenz.

they all recd a sms from another frenz to inform of her wedding.

sad to say, we been frenz for more than ten years. when she need someone, a call from her, i rush down. i reali rush down.

she had a fail relationship, i acc her with other frenz... for almost two months... those two mths i spend $$ majiam i got lotsa $$. in the end... this shit treatment i kena... u noe how sad am i, how disappointed am i.

u make me think that u short of ppl in ur wedding tables that y u ask everyone, but not me, cos i am too poor for ur expensive dinner isnt it.

let me tell u, u r totally wrong... i am poor in pocket, but rich in heart, i dun look down on other ppl, i dun smug other ppl face... i dun do anything wrong to other ppl. everything i do, i am countable toward my conscience.

i have this kind of frenz, is my mishap... maybe.... i should delete everyone.

2011-08-12T19:04:00.001+08:00

wow, been weeks since i last update.

how are u folks, thanks i am fine...

recently join BFFians, to watch NDP firework... heh heh!!!

lotsa to says. update in next post

2011-07-16T00:17:00.000+08:00

is late at night and i feel like slping!!!

2011-07-15T16:30:00.002+08:00

sad to say i am bored. lolx

time to seriously look for a job... be it been fly plane for several times. i must endure...

now i am gg to SIM... lolx... i miss their pasta... love it

Wat a day!

2011-07-13T22:59:00.002+08:00

today i went to FOUR HORSE ROAD to pray. hopefully can have wat i wish for, of cos i cannot reveal here, if not, wont come true.

den go to clementi mall to have linner with my hubby, ah yAp... lolx...

he such a kid... come think thru... i suppose i make the right choice of being with him bah... hehex

next sat gg out with bff to celebrate her bday... so fast we been frenz for almost, let me see... erm... 13 Years

yawn... is time to play FB n NP le!! lolx

2011-07-12T19:02:00.002+08:00

today i went for hdb interview.

everything went smoothly, until she ask me why i leave my job...
sad to say, i reali duno wat to tell her...

i reali hope this will come to an end, if not, i wont be able to continue anymore.

i sent alot of job applications out today in case they dun hire me although they claimed that i had good experience in my previous job, therefore not difficult to choose me. (cross finger)

quite emo recently, duno y, maybe due to stress from family n others bah, i believe i can overcome it...

JIA YOU XIAO YUAN...

oh ya, the interviewer call me "MDM CHOR", omg... i not that old okie... i jus married last year...

-_-"""

oh ya, my wedding postpone until further notice, due to the monies... unless i am able to find a job in these few weeks and secure it, if not... that it...

time to clean my room AGAIN... duno y, my room always cannot clean finish... something is not right... got GHOST??? lolx... dun think so...

Sad

2011-07-12T01:12:00.003+08:00

12th July 2011

been unhappy for few weeks... last week is the worst.

i cant believe that my mum will say such a thing. being in love is no mistake, but why stop me while i already married to the one i love alot.

yes, ah yap did treat me badly, but duno y, he change, he change to a beta person. not that i change him, but out of nowhere, he change. he used to shout or raise his voice, and even say that the way he talk... but now... totally differ

but my sistas hate him to core, which i dun understand why. nowadays, i have been experiencing gastric pain... is so painful until i cannot slp, cannot eat, cant even think of anything. isit god trying to ease my burden... isit guan yin niang niang aso helping me to ease the burden...

ah. i doubt not, cos i seldom do charity, donate monies, or help ah gong ah ma cross zebra crossing...

when i spoke to my bff, i felt relief cos someone is listening to my woes... but... problems remain unsolve.

tml i am gg to an impt interview. wish me luck

2011-06-24T21:58:00.003+08:00

OMG! it been almost a year or so, i havnt been blogging... my fault...

today is me n yappie anni, but we quarrel cos he blame me for not helping him to share his work load... haiz. MEN... hard to serve sia...

okie i shall end my story here, tml i am gg to celebrate my BDAY THIS YEAR... wahahaha. hopefully... it can be good n happy event... wahahha

2010-01-01T12:50:00.002+08:00

sat 1/1

today mark the very first day of 2010, my wedding is getting nearer...

i have to list out alot of resolutions... but slowly fulfil... first is to clear my debts... second is to slim down within 6 mths, i dun care how i am doing, i am gg to slim down half of me...

venues of my wedding have not settle yet, abit sianx...

2009-12-06T14:59:00.004+08:00

ah kan not in the mood to blog any further...

ever since fb come into my world, i lost interest to blog here. why? cos... I NOT INTERESTED LA. ask so much...

i have been wondering... why cant i lead a happy life like when i am little... no worries over monies, no worries over rumour, no worries over wat ppl say that is incorrect...ppl always say, if one day u found urself dragging to work, mean u dun enjoy that work anymore... time for a change. but... .change to where?? i am such a lazy person, i send out so many resumes and attend so many interviews, my present coy is the first company to hire me. my first full time job... my first job turn out to be a nitemare to me.

outside ppl always say, hey gov job good. metal rice bowl... but... do they understand how hard to please the citizen here??? this cannot, that cannot, always voice out their unhappiness and we, as a frontliner, always kena as if we set the rule n regulation, den kena complaint... den deduct point, lost bonus or performance bonus...

since young, i had a very fragile health, how to say leh. in simple, i am those kind, who drench in the rain, even a few droplets, i will be sick for days. especially... during these critical time. i can sick for a mth pls... u may find it ridiculous, but, is true.. other duno, n may think, "aiya, she gek siao one la. wan to take mc say la.... simi fragile health..." ppl who noe me, they will say, "y so fragile, abit abit aso sick..."

i am stuck in the middle... sick i go work, my virus spread to everyone... den everyone will blame me y nv rest at hm, if i nv go work, they will backstab me. say me. i noe some even curse me.

i jus wan my life to be simple. i jus wan all the ppl ard me to be happy too... but, when i step into the working society, this tot of mine change. this world, is not simple at all... today she smile at u, tml he kill u. everyday newspaper sure got bad news... good news??? rare!!!

jus a random blog.

2009-11-11T23:43:00.003+08:00

wed

today is a mess. mrng i go work i go fetch lily n carol. lolx. this lily so cute, she actually forgotten wat she told me ytd... PENGZ. nvm den... we da bao alot of mee hoon back. lolx. wooHOO~ mrng lunchie n dinner all bao liao~ wooHOO~

den early mrng lao da tell me, i have to go staff seminar, and erm... i dun even rmb got such things... nvm den. cos end up, mr wong say no need to go due to shortage of manpower. yesh! cos my car car park at bishan, den u wan me to come back from MO to bishan. must be kidding sia...

recently alot of things happen. i happen to know that potato tells ppl i setting plot on her due to recently i been treating her very well... -.-" pls... i am doing my job scope, bo bian, i have to ENTERTAIN u. if not, i reali no hiew u de lor. knn... anyhow spread, monday she come back, i am gg to have a little chat n talk to her.. well, accept or not, up to her, i am doing my job... boonies is right, if u dun have this thinking and if u dun do this to others, y must u scare other set plots on u. lucky i WALK STRAIGHT STRAIGHT, SIT TIGHT TIGHT... no scare she smear my name... kns. i am gg to get even out with her. IF NOT MY SURNAME CHANGE... opps. papa i love u. =)

recently my frenz papa passed away, is quite sad but is aso kinda of a 'pew' to my frenz, cos her papa got cancer... den last stage... jus tat too sudden, seem like her mama unable to take it. tml gg to Guang Ming Shan, i am unable to be present due to work commitment i hope she understand...

chan chang... dun worry so much. anything u can still come and look for me. i can help, i will help, i cannot help, i aso can help u tink of a soln to solve... be strong and take great care of ur mum.

2009-11-02T12:02:00.001+08:00

mon

abit of blue... cos doc say i cannot talk for one week to protect my vocal chord and have to go back for doc review on 26...

hopefully i can go on 26 cos reali down with manpower. i am so tired recently... i nv nv help to clean my own room, yet now i have to clean my working area cupboard... etc etc... bored... lolx. but i cant talk wat. see... i nv talk for three days, my voice gradually back to normal. Lao tian ye still dote me de. hehe~ i am sick for four weeks, now finally recovering... i am so glad...

7nov i am sooooo busy... mrng slp. afternoon gg berry bb girl one yr old party, den go sch... den at nite, might be gg out with boonie woOO~ haha. busy day for me...

2009-10-24T23:21:00.001+08:00

sat

damn it. i spread my super virus ard... mr yap n my sis all get it. damn it man... why must be lidat... wau kaoz... GOD.. IF U WAN TO PUNISH DEN U PUNISH ME. Y MAKE MY LOVED ONE SUFFER...

nvm... he is jus being unfair... chey...

i miss going shopping... i wan to go out. I WAN TO SHOP TILL I DROP.. I WAN TO PLAY. I WAN TO K... hahaha. toopid me....

oh ya... I SAW VERY CUTE KITTY... BOONIE AFTER EXAM I PASS TO U BAH~ lolx

xmas is coming soon... wat is my pressie for this year leh, last year is... elephant from winnie pooh family... this year i wan DUMBO~~~ he is cute lor. big ear... and i am gg to give dearie a very big surprise... hehe~

2009-10-23T11:37:00.002+08:00

fri

i am certify by doc that i hurt my vocal chord. so leh, i am not gg to talk for the next two days... ignore me okie. hehe~ anything jus sms, erm... text me or fbing me... hehe~

aku darling recently very fan... duno how she liao~ hmmm.... next week whole week she on leave. worse... lolx... nvm den...

den small one aso... haiz, i worried abt her... haiz.... WHY ON EARTH GOT LOVE THIS EMOTION... CAN U TAKE AWAY. opps. sorry~ too ji dong liao....

i duno wat i writing la. random feeling. mixed feeling. i gg to rest again. nite.

2009-10-20T21:28:00.002+08:00

tues

recently, i been sick. sick until very jia lat. cough got blood. fell aslp in toilet (but mama say i fainted), next moment i know, i am in my bed...

well... sometimes i felt upset. why am i so lousy. been sick for such a long time... moreover quite often... as i say... i have low immune system... so... i prone to illness, if u cough beside me, sneeze beside me... fever come n near me. that it. next day... i am sick... i reali hope i do not sick so often... i reali hope. but i cant. from small i am prone to illness... if rain, i dint bring umbrella and drench myself in rain, that it... i will fell sick too...

2009-10-16T22:38:00.003+08:00

fri

today is friday. and i am sick. duno why. dun ask me. i got slight fever. abit of sore throat. maybe not enff slp.

i have a frenz. relationship on the rock, i am very worried. my bff is exam. i duno wat to do. i come across this qn i will go bonker, i will google it to look for answer to make my frenz feel beta, but i think i mess it up.

i would like to tell her, relationship is not the whole issue, the issue is, is that guy still in love with u. do u have a place in that guy heart. maybe yes, maybe no, and the answer is not definite. gal. right now, no matter wat u do, no matter wat he do, cannot change the fact that, he dun love u anymore. cannot. u understand. u no mood, it will affect ur career, ur future, now who gg to compensate u? who gg to compensate ur youth, ur time, ur career that have bright future?? nobody but U, urself.... i do hope i can talk it straight to u, but i duno how to phrase it. i am very bad in wording.

to all the lovers in relationship out there, PLEASE CHERISH...

2009-10-04T21:20:00.002+08:00

Sun

wooHOO. look... I AM BACK... need to update abit my blog.

recently i damn damn low morale. i duno how to describe, but everything is over. all over now. i dun wish to say anymore.

KFC, u r very good in POR~ u r PORfessional. i cannot compare with u. i give up. watever u do, is none of my biz anymore. knN~

well. i am working on a BIG project. as grandpa bday is coming, we THE CHOR SIS, gg to do STH BIG... STH WHICH NOBODY WILL THINK THAT WE WILL BE DOING THIS. is gonna to be a great project for the year 2009. (as if i am gg for any award sia...)

okie, i am getting excited. i now will be working on the draft plan with my sis... so JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!

2009-09-29T23:17:00.002+08:00

tues

i had my first lesson last week. i am sooooo sooooo soooo tired. everyday tok abt working stuffs, now still have to study, i seriously thinking that i need a break. after toking for three weeks on life.

can anyone tell me, HOW TO DIE FASTER THAT IS PAINLESS... I WAN TO DIE FASTER... sorry mr yap, i dun mind u die with me, but pls get ur parent permission first. cos i dun wan later newspaper come out and say i bring u to die. haiz

life is very unpredictable. up n down, right n left.

tml cfm tio bua. so we shld see bah.

2009-09-22T21:16:00.002+08:00

tues

i am on leave today, woohoo. long leave. tired yet fun. but i am very bue song on the staffs at hougang cc. i already wrote the complain letter. i am gg to fax to the head of PA, and MP of hougang. she is gg to be in deep shit.

hai. we are all public servant, why cant they learn how to ren... i aso ren ren ren ma... god damn it...

i felt so tired and slpy. wan an.

oh ya. BFF boonie. love ya!

2009-09-19T15:05:00.004+08:00

sat

wat a nice cool sat... whereby i slp all i wan. eat all i wan.. and ke siao all i wan.. hehe~

kinda missing my girlies buddy... hahhaha. i am not lesbo no worry okie.. i still love mr yap...

well... recently alot of things happen, by the time i type all, i think MONDAY liao. hehe... so let me got time de type out bah...

been wanting to go oversea, but mr yap always busy, as usual... audit... audit audit... me leh... as usual... LIFE LIFE LIFE~~~

some kind or rather, i felt that recently i have no life... slp not enff... eat not enff (eh i think so la)... monies not enff... eyeing on a LV bag for almost 3k.. but yap say, ENFF OF UR LV, IF U BUY SOMEMORE, I AM NOT GG TO PAY FOR IT. muahahha. dun pay lor... i pay myself. chey~

thing happen very fast... some of my frenz got married... give birth... single... den into relationship again.... all things happen damn damn fast... but... i cant accept the fact that... i am getting marry soon...

mr yap yet to propose, but he did mention how abt 10 oct 2010.. be it kidding or not, i treated it very seriously... so mr yap... i wan the BIG DIAMOND ring okie/??? i dun wan anything,. but u buy me a BIG DIAMOND RING... that it... i'm yours! wooHOO~

forgot to add in.. saw LV bag on her... wow... duno isit... IN.... or not... lolx... haiz... dun understand ppl, kpkb say LV ex, cant afford, den turn head go and buy... wau lau, all my lv bags is using HARD CASH LOR... sorry i mean swipe NETS... not credit card, not cashline or simi sai lor... wow, pissed...

2009-09-09T09:11:00.002+08:00

wed

wat a slpy mrng. hehe...

ytd nite slp very early, ard 11plus slp until this mrng. woooHOO~ one word, SONG!

our coy new policy already out, well, same as wat is before, flooded with crowd... lolx... dun understand y... well, my papa will recevie too but i will tell him not to sign up for the plan. hehe! think before act.

back to the topic...

I AM SLPY.....

2009-09-06T23:07:00.002+08:00

Sun

wat a nice weather to slp now. cold... relex... but... kaien jus msn me. lolx. BIG MISUNDERSTANDING SIA...

been reali busy for the whole weeks through... lolx. let me use chinese and say...

我这个礼拜都好忙。。。

首先，

礼拜一，我去我的同事老豆和grandma-in-laW 的丧礼。。。

礼拜二，工作留到好晚。。。

礼拜三，我好累。。。

礼拜四，我忘了我做过什么。。。

礼拜五，被我的老豆吃晚餐，好久没陪他吃了。。

礼拜六，老板请吃饭和K。。。哦！好忙！

礼拜天，我一从早睡到晚，一个字。。。“爽！”

我的公司最近推出新的policy。。。叫做中央公积金终生入息，俗称LIFE。。。

接下来的两个礼拜，我会好忙。。。

叶先生，不好意思，如我没空陪你，你要原谅喔！

well, i heard from ke that, someone spread i quarrel with him, lolx... BIG MISUNDERSTANDING... LOLX... I NV NV QUARREL WITH HIM... I ONLI EMO HIM THAT Y BO JIO GO K NIA. muahahahahahhahaa

2009-09-03T22:16:00.002+08:00

thu

today is a happy day. my chwee hwee... lolx. BUY ME BEN & JERRY ICE CREAM... so touched... let me write in chinese...

你好﹐我是kan。。。好無聊﹗

我的打鈴買了雪糕給我﹐好感動。。。

謝謝你﹗我愛你﹗

我也好喜歡auntie lucy﹗﹗﹗她好可愛耶﹗

今天的人潮還好﹐沒那麼多人﹐不過有一個印度人好過份。。。明明說了一年只可以拿一次﹐偏偏說我沒說﹐真是要命﹗還好﹐我的頭兒幫我﹐那個印度人還要瓜瓜叫。。。他娘的。。。我氣炸了。。。

明天是禮拜五﹐後天老闆請吃飯﹐哇哇﹗要好料吃了。。。

雯妮(boonie in chinese)﹐如好吃﹐我會帶你去的。。。

兩個可愛的雙胞胎妹妹﹐我也會帶你去的。。。

2009-09-01T23:19:00.004+08:00

tues

simply disappointed with that lecher...

haiz. fancy use parent life to play abt. i duno. but jus disappointed...

can anyone tell me... why am i being surrounded by idiot everyday?

got one woman ask me, should she separate with her husband... HOW COME, HOW THE HACK I NOE... i not the third party of ur husband... crazy nut...

well... recently alot alot alot of things happen... well... in order to pull up our morale, mr chong gg to bring us to official mess to drink eat and... K... wooHOO~ BOSS HURRAY!!!

heard last sat i miss out alot of things sia... THEY ALL DRUNK... too bad, have to hurry home due to unforeseen situation. haiz...

god bless~

2009-08-30T13:48:00.000+08:00

sun

I AM SOOOO TIRED....

2009-08-19T21:57:00.003+08:00

wed

jus finish meeting, and i jus reach home... beeen days since i last blog, wooHOO~ any changes. naH~ dun have.

BEST SC/CC team for the half year out le... we are the bottom... due to high FAR case. how can it be??? haiz... cant they think that our branch suffer alot of shit, and my boss is so good... yet.. we are bottom, well, i am thinking, isit me who drag them down? isit me who make the branch reputation worst???

boss say, wat past is past... from now on, WE MUST FORGET THE PAST AND PROCEED TO THE FUTURE... IN ORDER TO ACHIEVE PERSONAL EXCELLENCE... eh sound familiar... my secondary sch motto!!! LOL..... TOGETHER~ WE ACHIEVE~ PERSONAL EXCELLENCE!!!!!!

woo ah woo ah! this whole week i am station at reception, i can tell u, reception is the most tiring and most scary area, and time pass fast area....

we filter out members.... we do application via PC tablet... got throw back we kena.... after work stay back to do back log. NO OT ALLOWANCE (MOST IMPTLY...)

haiz. i think i must do sth....

to ah keong... although u r a nicest boss boss head i ever ever see... but... i know, u will wan the bestest benefit for all of us... pls... add alittle more allowance to our salary... i feel that.... is can be beta for us.... since our daddy close on sat.... maybe we aso can consider to close too, although our mummy still open... pls... understand our situation....

2009-08-13T19:32:00.003+08:00

Thu

wow. been ages since i last blog. okie, i use chinese to blog again, is fun!!!

今年不是个好年，首先豆豆进医院。接下来是我被怀疑感染甲型感冒，俗称H1N1。真的很累！！！吃了tamiflu，还是那样。。。看来，我应该要睡觉。。。睡到没日没夜！！！

2009-07-22T09:06:00.002+08:00

wed

yahOOOO! today solar esclipse!!!

WATCHING TEEBEE AT COUNTER TO ENJOY THE event.

wow, damn grand lor. and so amazing.... the sun, moon, earth on the same line (hopefully my thinking is correct la)

wow.... i got record at home and....... SO BEAUTIFUL!!!!

been headache these past few days, maybe nv slp well cos i chasing the HK drama (Fa Yi Xian Feng II)

2009-07-19T00:28:00.003+08:00

Sat

gong xi bi jie give birth to a princess... gong xi gong xi!!!

life is full of happiness and unhappiness... today i met everything...

duno y, today is not my day of saying anything, luckily, all settle le. i call kaien n settle everything, so both of us is okie now.

as for other, sorry abt that. becos of me, spoil the whole thing, esp sorry to my buddy, boonie. becos of me.... but one thing i can be sure of... somebody is lying... well, wat to do, mouth grow on their face.. i cant stop them.... be brave to admit. i can call kaien to clarify, and he NT EVEN PISSED OFF... he jus puzzled wat got onto me ytd nite. but... i heard different version.....

kaien say, forget it, so long both of us noe wat happen can already, and becos i am a CHAR BOR, so i hae the right to cry, to be emo and to be petty.... but becos i am a char bor, my dearie say, cannot use those above benefit... so i must be brave n full of courage to face the obstacle in front of me.

i need to clarify something. everything is not finalise yet, jus a suggestion n no CONCLUSION, i duno y got ppl jump into conclusion n best of all, i have to swollen all the wei qu into my tummy... on a whole... i felt like an idiot... putting trust n belief to them. but end up! jus feel like an idiot!!!

am i an idiot and good to buwee? one of my frenz say, i am good to buwee, i nv say NO, or i should say, i duno how to say NO. but... this time... i reali sad n disappointed...... reali disappointed.... i duno how to say, but one word, DISAPPOINTED.

2009-07-10T23:20:00.001+08:00

fri

tgif

but i am bery busy.

my schedule is full de lor...

sat n sun all fulllllllll

sat go shopping with mr yap (when is the last time i shop with him, cant rmb)

sun go pick up my iPhone. sibei song! wooHOO!~

2009-07-10T23:20:00.000+08:00

fri

tgif

but i am bery busy.

my schedule is full de lor...

sat n sun all fulllllllll

sat go shopping with mr yap (when is the last time i shop with him, cant rmb)

sun go pick up my iPhone. sibei song! wooHOO!~

2009-07-06T23:50:00.001+08:00

Mon 6.7.09

最进有一点神经. 喜欢用华文写博客.

今天一点都不好过. 首先,我这个懒猪睡过头,要搭的士去上班.

我的妈呀! when i flag, a bus stop in front of me, EXCUSE ME, DO I LOOK LIKE FACTORY WORKER TO U WITH MY COMPANY UNIFORM ON IT!!! angwee! mrng already full of fire....

下午更不用说, 残!!!! 公司突然间好忙, 忙到我喘不过气，简至是地狱。

一路忙到5点30分。他妈的！我还把工作带回来做，“kee siao”

今天，那颗马铃薯没来烦我，好险！！！

我好想念叶先生，不知道那么晚了他睡了吗？

我也想睡了，晚安！！！

2009-07-05T23:59:00.001+08:00

这是第288篇.

我心血来潮想要写中文.

想睡.

lol

wtf. i trying to write chinese but end up too tired, and back to english beta

last sat had fun with my gang. hahahaha. laughter, fun, gossip, prawning. woo hO~

yttb scare me by closing everything. lucky her number still retain. wow, i cried lor. kaoz. so paiseh! ahahahaha

dun wan to say liao. bb

2009-07-03T20:13:00.001+08:00

this is my 287 posts until today

abit disappointed with my family members.

i am 25 years old. yet i am being treated like 2+5=7 years old.

i simply need more freedom and more freedom of speech at home.

i am not an idiot who do not know what happen, jus that i choose to keep quiet. but pls... U R ALREADY 21 YEARS OLD. U LIKE TO MAKE THINGS WORSE.

i simply not happy.

2009-06-16T21:10:00.001+08:00

tues

last sat is a busy day for me. mr yap bday. we went to ONE ROCHESTER makan. wow, we spend $110 on a meal. shit man. but, the food is nice. atmosphere is nice too. if he propose to me that day, i will agree, but too bad. den we join my frenz at liang court party world to K! sui! i love it. we play until ke siao that day. unforgettabLE!

this sat is a busy day for me. my program is full. mrng go cut hair, afternoon go rina warming. nite go out with boonie. hehehe!

2009-06-08T23:39:00.003+08:00

mon

i love this song. well, yappie birdday is reaching, but he say he gg to give me a surprise, eh, his bday he give me surprise, lolx... i should be the one lor, well, i so shi bai sia! wat to buy for me. wan me to tie a ribbon and DHL to his hse and say surprise... hahaha, yappie mama will faint lor. yappie papa will think i insane. hai....

WAT TO BUY. I HAVE NO IDEA. ALL I THINKING NOW IS I WAN TO GO K. kaoz... been ages since i last k. BOONIE WOOOOOO WHEN U FREE TO GO K. I SIBEI SIBEI SIBEI SIAN!!!

love this song!

aLin - P.S.我愛你 Lyrics 歌詞

作詞：鄔裕康作曲：劉勇志

我想要成為你的眼
把最美的風景收進你的心中
我想要成為你的手
好讓我從現在到以後
佔有你溫柔一刻不放過
恨不得把明天沒收
讓你永遠不會變動
專注的愛著我

我愛你沒有保留
我愛你就到最後
有些人值得等候
有些悲傷值得忍受
我愛你不是衝動
生命盡頭反正一場空
只要你記得我們那麼愛過

我要替你收集笑容
怕未來快樂變得貴重
要是少了我你有多寂寞
恨不得把明天沒收
讓你永遠不會變動
專注的愛著我

我愛你沒有保留
我愛你就到最後
有些人值得等候
有些悲傷值得忍受
我愛你不是衝動
生命盡頭反正一場空
只要你記得我們那麼愛過

太陽不會放棄天空
哪怕你不再屬於我
我會在不同的窗口給你擁抱

我愛你沒有保留
我愛你就到最後
有些人值得等候
有些悲傷值得忍受
我愛你不是衝動
生命盡頭反正一場空
只要你記得我們那麼愛過

我忘不掉你第一次吻我

2009-06-05T17:31:00.002+08:00

fri

tgif

i jus back from jogging, since i finish my exam, almost every fortnighly i go for a jog. suI! time to plan for my diet. but ytd i ate too late, this mrng, ha! gastric until ke siao lor. plus toopid weather, that it! i am on MC again! shit myself. haiz

siaN!

2009-05-20T00:12:00.003+08:00

tues

i jus pop 4 panadol pill. hope it enff to kill myself.

i hate to be in this family.

till ytd. i tot i am the happiest person in the earth. but today proven wrong. i am the stupidest person in the earth.

i love my mum, i love my dad, i love my sisters most. but they are the one who hurt me most.

i admit i didnt tell them i gg to JB with my frenz, but becos of that, they make me surrender my car keys, and my mum insult me.

i hate the insulting part. i reali hate it. i did nth wrong yet she kept saying i did sth wrong. wat wrong i did? i lie? i dint even say anything.

they kept saying i drive car cos i wan to show off to my frenz. come on, i hate taking public transport. den hse got car, bu yong bai bu yong. lidat say i show off. den those ppl buy car drive car more show off den me?

when they wan to go this place, i drive them there. wan to go there, i drive them there. i nv say far, i nv say xin ku. but jus now, the way they insult me. i felt so hurtful. the person i love the most actually hurt me most. i been crying from 6 plus till now, now is 12.17am.

i am very shi bai. i dun think i fit to live in this earth to snatch air from other ppl. i should be leaving this planet. go to other lonely planet and live with my own life. i dun wish to drag another ppl in. i jus wan to be alone.

sorry dear. i fail to stay happy as promise on the phone.

2009-05-19T01:56:00.004+08:00

mon

been weeks since i last blog. wat am i been doing recently?

exam approaching. and my last paper is on 21 may. so touching. i am gg to complete soon. ppl. life is beautiful. guess wat. i love yappie more than ever suddenly. suddenly i feel like i am the most xin fu de ytt in the world. oh in case u duno wat is ytt, is my frenz give me, ytt = yellow tai tai. hehe.

duno why. i felt that beside my family, he is the next impt person in my little heartland. why am i feeling like this. why am i feeling lidat. i aso duno how to explain.

there was a time, a frenz of mine ask me, how long have i been with yappie, i reply her almost 5 yrs. 5 yr is not a short period, not long period aso. yet i can be with him for so long. i felt amazed. relationship is not abt how u wan to trust other or how u wan other to trust u, is that, is the fire in ur heart still there. maybe i am not fit to comment on anything. but i seriously thinking, should i step into another stage of relationship whereby i cant live without him. he cant live without me.

gosh. been weeks and i become so long winded.

i seriously hope all the lovers in this world get their blessing and last long relationship!

dar! i wan u to sing this to me when our next anni okie?

This i promise you by N'Sync

When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along..
And I will takeYou in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you
I've loved you forever,
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never...
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart (give you my heart)
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow,
Forever has now begun...
Just close your eyes (close your eyes)
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you..
This I promise you..
Over and over I fall (over and over I fall)
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all...
And I will take (I will take you in my arms)
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you baby
Just close your eyes
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh, I promise you...

2009-05-12T17:19:00.000+08:00

tues

i jus finish my math paper.

jus washing my car.

clean the window. and there i go.
wan to mediate liao!~ very slopy

2009-05-04T21:57:00.002+08:00

mon

today is a super tired day. finally i can slp.

i am sick n tired of the life i am leading
wake up early fetch this to work
fetch that to work
i am starting to be annoyed.

ppl wan to slp during sat n sun, so that i can have enff rest, wau lau, early mrng wake u up n drive them to work. wau lau. u noe how fed up it is! knn!

2009-04-27T00:15:00.002+08:00

sun

today is sun. yet i am still writing my blog. recently alot of things happen. esp my area. haiz. alot of fighting of power, who to take charge of simi. who to monitor, who late have to say, who nv late aso have to say.

eh u guys n gals got nth to do and play this silly n childish game. den cant play liao den say behind ppl back, walk pass still keep quiet. haiz. come on la. i am 24 years old, i am not 6 YEARS OLD. i know wat gg on, i noe all of the gossip and backstabbing game. already be mama(s) and wives liao, still so childish doing all sort of thingy to gain power. ya ya ya. nth to do, den monitor other ppl, reali sibei bo liao

dun think i everytime keep quiet keep quiet, IF U PROVOKE ME, DUN SAY I NV GIVE U FACE. FACE I WILL GIVE, BUT NOT IN A PLEASANT WAY.

pcb!

2009-04-15T14:38:00.003+08:00

wed

i totally disappointed on my senior leader. everytime i on leave, she wont let me go on leave peacefully. call me in the mrng and ACCUSE ME GO ON LEAVE WITHOUT APPLYING. come on la. tis small trick wont trick me go back work, i apply liao den print out and show it to her, how can she forgotten and insist dun have. come on la. i am not kid anymore

ah kan is a simple gal who wan to earn more monies and lead her simple and easy life. is this world, this society change her. ah kan from a cheerful, simple minded gal, to NOW full of anger and disappointment.

i am aso disappointed with yappie. i need more time from him, but he seem soooo busy, busy on wat, how i know, i know i am busy with my sch stuffs adn guess wat, he simply ignore.

i totally speechless... i duno wat i wan nw. do u think i shld go back to shrink on my treatment, or i shld jus treat it nth happen. recently been very stressful and everything do not seem smooth for me.

mama shop on newspaper, toopid reporter anyhow report and that idiot stall holder knn, dun let me see her, i cfm will complain her lover taxi service suck.

2009-04-13T14:20:00.002+08:00

mon

today i am tired. but i am also happy.

cos. ytd i bought LV coin purse and a polo tee, den i realise, GOT DISCOUNT, it make me wan to buy more. lolx.

wan to buy a bag got my mum cos mama day coming, wau kaoz, guess wat, the bag she eyeing is cost 1650. shit! expensive.

but. i think i will treat nth happen n walk away. hehehehe! plan another items.

this thurs might be gg out with BT gang. lolx.

watch "SHinjuKU incident" yappIE~

2009-04-11T15:54:00.003+08:00

sat

ytd 11pm, i go supper with yappie. damn shioK! lolx. we go lau pa sat. well, i can say, whenever i am sad or i wan to eat good food, i will go there, cos to me, lau pa sat satay, stingyray, is good food.

tml i cant attend yappie mei mei competition, quite sad. but not to worry, i will sms n support his sister.

oh ya, ytd went to mediacorp until 3AM~ yesh babE! 3am. do simi? hahaa. wait for his sister. and i tell his sis that one of my frenz wan to know her, she jus smile. hahahah so cute.

well well. nth to say liao. oh ya. yappie got gathering last thurs. guess wat, he tell me a phrase, PIGEON HOLE IN THE SKY! wahahahha. make me laugh until duno wat. hahahaha~

2009-04-10T21:25:00.002+08:00

fri

today is GOOD FRIDAY. HAPPY EASTER!!! i nv go out. i whole day slp at home. recently too stress out on my exam. my mama say, i had a habit (which i dint notice too) that everytime during exam period, mrng afternoon i will slp, den at nite i will burn midnite oil, pri sch exam, sec exam, N level, O level, poly sch exam all i study during nite time. listening to radio/music, concentrate on my table with tons of books, (got chance i will take foto and blog it!) now, my UOL exam, i aso the same pattern, haha.

i told mama, this is her daughter, me! she smile at me. so SWEET! feel like hugging her. lolx

today mrng bring my mei mei go work den breadkie with my mama at 210. den go toa payoh (toyogo), guess wat, sun n mama outing day ar, toyogo is our favourite place, dun ask me why, ask my mama pls.

den come home slp. now studying, see!

by right today go out and have family dinner de, but sis say tired, dad dun wan to go out. i swear to god,. i am not gg out dinner with my family anymore. all plan sui sui den end up lidat. frenz do these to me i sibei tu lan liao. now my family aso lidat. simply dun like it.

tml i wan to go out. I NEED TO FA XIE! shop shop shiop!

2009-04-09T23:56:00.003+08:00

thurs

HAPPY EASTER DAY! got buy egg egg not?

hai. i receive a bad news at easter eve. ber not continue liao! her decision we must respect.

today my mei mei frenz bought them a GUCCI! nb. gucci leh. each one of them got one lor. dun care, tml gg out with mama, i am GG TO SHOP TIL I DROP! maybe dun buy so many...

2009-04-07T20:16:00.002+08:00

tues

rare guest rare guest!

i actuallly blog so often. cfm bored till death. study until i almost ke siao. I NEED A KIT KAT! yappie say he gg to bring me to eat nice nice pasta, but hor, UNTIL NOW. DUN SAY NICE NICE, i dun even see his face lor.

i suddenly miss kallang river. I MISS RIVER. I MISS MOON. I MISS SUN. MOST IMPTLY, I MISS MONIES!

2009-04-05T19:05:00.002+08:00

sun

munching on my econ and socialogy. who cares on how to world is behaving. i know how to behave myself can le. but too bad, still have to study.

last fri went late supper with chai er gang, lolx. have tons of fun. gonna miss ah boon for months first, she gg to "pi guan".

exam round the corner yet i still digesting wat the lecturer say, gone case liao. nearing to may le. haiz.

suddenly i miss yappie, wondering wat he is doing..

oh ya. TONS OF NICE SONG from gigi leung. super HA her nw. shall upload in imeem sooN!

2009-04-01T16:08:00.002+08:00

wed

today on leave wan to go sch. but end up. too sick cant go. ytd is a horror to me. if i come home early ytd, i wont be so sick today. my lao da say will let me go, and wtf, NV. AND I WORK UNTIL 6.30. reach home lazy to go see doc, i tot i will be better soon, and who noe, I duno is i fainted in the loo or i too sick to open my eyes, i actually stay in the toilet bowl for at least one hr den i realise i am in the toilet.

ppl sick can take 2 days mc, nv say anything, i sick i must crawl there, even my medical appt, now kk dun have slot for my appt, i have to shift to another mth. my lao da say, my appt must book during my leave slot, excuses me, HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO KNOW WHICH DAY THEY GIVE ME.

super angry. i now go n see doc. TAKE MC

2009-03-28T21:38:00.002+08:00

sat

well well well. today is a great day for me. hahaah~ soo happening and sooo tired. actually wan to go watch movie with yappie, but guess wat, I FEVER, waahahah, he dun wan me to tire myself, so he say we next week watch.

my "confession of the shopaholic" aso dint watch, cos my mei not well, siao liao la. wole family sick. lolx. *cough cough* how to sing k tml~ lolx.

guess wat, i insist to go out and acc yappie, he finally agree to let me follow him to MPH (well, MPH near ROM area close liao, he dint noe) den we went to PARANAKAN MUSEUM... lolx. sibei funny lor, bo liao until go museum. our next stop, COIN MUSEUM. hahaha

ytt going museum~ yahOOO~

2009-03-27T22:47:00.002+08:00

Today is Friday~

ytd went out supper with mel mel they all. haha. squeeze into mel or giappy car (i cant fig whose car now) den they run along KPE, guess wat, KAIEN SAY VERY SLPY. haiz. 70k. u say leh. lolx

okie. we proceed to ECP den wanna go big splash, haha. big rain. and we dun seem to find big splash, nvm den, next time.

i found out very cute thing, everytime, chai er gang wan to go C-Nai hongkie cafe at ECP ar, they always say, "sorry we are closing soon"

ytd was ard 11plus toward 12, and they are closing, sat sun ard 2 plus and tell me they are closing. cool leh. next time we go camping there. maybe they nv open b4. muahahahahahah

miss boonie, she having exam soon. so cant disturb her, if she cant concentrate ar, wow, she will be depress lor. let pray for boonie to pass with flying canyon~! eh. paiseh is color~ la BI~

suddenly i tot of someone, a person which i dint even bother to contact and dint bother to sms her, well, she too, dint bother to sms me or wat. well. nvm. see thru her le. at first boonie angwee, now she not angwee cos is my turn to be angwee this GYM. haiz. dun worry~ i am NOT forgiving person. so rest assure.

lolx. suddenly, hongkie is in my mind. confusing my mind cept. funny ar.

rina is back from hongkie too. wan to hear where she go. hehe~ RINA. MISS YA. MON IM ME HOR. muahahahaa

2009-03-23T22:20:00.002+08:00

mon blues

a grave mistaken is done at my part. haiz. lucky able to salvage. if not. i am gg to cut my tummy in front of my company and protect my pride. i have to trouble boss and his wife to help me. damn paiseh.

becos of my overlookness, i cause the whole department ding dong ard. but. who will cares how i feel now. overall, i am quite happy with the work i am doing at bishan so far. nv been so stress but happy at the same time. haiz.

i suddenly miss K-ing. this yappie dun like to k. my sis dun need to say. chai er gang aso not free, they onli wan to BT gathering, well with PB. lolx. kidding okie~ suddenly bored.

guess wat, i am revising my sch work. and shit me, i suddenly rmb berry notes i took for her is with me. seee how forgetful i am. haiz. am getting old...

i am gg for holiday soon. well. this time round i gg with mama. three days two nites at hongkong. hehe. HONGKONG I AM COMING AGAIN. hahaha.

i seriously must consider to look for a job at hongkong and become their PR. any lobang at hongkong, can jio me?

2009-03-19T23:47:00.002+08:00

thurs

tml is friday.

MON TUE HAPPY DAY!

lolx.

WED THUS HAPPY DAY!

FRIDAY! FRIDAY IS A HAPPIEST DAY OF THE WEEEK! YAHOOO!

after boonie finish her exam, HEY HEY, SUN YE YE, WE ARE COMING. okie in order not to let boonie bluff me, i bring my own sun TAN lotion. see that is TAN not BLOCK. she beta bring TAn i tell u. lolx

very horrible thing happen. my sis, thinking of free gift until she go crazy. my goodness... now recession, i understand, BUT... FREE GIFT DEN GLUE HERSELF IN FRONT OF LAPTOP FOR HOURS BECOS OF FREE GIFT, WASTE MY BATTARY....

chor kai ting, u beta stop gluing urself, if nt, i gg to stick u with my lappy~

2009-03-12T20:45:00.003+08:00

hey is me again

recently i am super over this song. i duno y. but i jus like it...

卓文萱 - 一句话

爱上你那时爱到不象话后来想尽办法忘掉到最后我就合上嘴巴多说像对自己撒谎星空下说永恒额头上的吻你双手将我环绕未来即便它是一个问号也能对自己炫耀 有一句话再也都听不到 那些过往只好放在心上你爱我太美好时间会知道怎样去熬成一句动人的话有一句話再也都聽不到那些过往让它自己燃烧我爱你太美好时间会知道怎样去熬成动人一句话记忆里说我们相同的体温一想到就不会冷未来永远都是一个问号也是种天荒地老这是一种成长还是一种逞强我的寂寞很善良陪我到任何地方那些过往越呼吸越明亮我爱你太美好时间它一定会把它熬成世上最动人的话

2009-03-12T20:23:00.002+08:00

thurs

been weeks since i last update. guess wat. ppl ard me say, OMG U FAT ALOT LEH. okie. dun need to spell it out. I NOE RIGHT FROM THE START.

okie. now i shall restart my diet plan. and slim. u beta say i slim down after half a year. if not, I~AM~GG~TO~TEAR~UR~BONE~EAT~UR~MEAT~AND~I~COMMIT~SUICIDE~.

o-right, easy easy~

okie. this is how i gg to do.

mrng, b4 work, go jogging in the middle of the nite (proof~ scary yeah~) (half an hour)
reach work eat bread. and start my busy working schdeule
afternoon, eat porrige or soupy item, i tell u, afternoon i dun eat aso can. (but i will faint of cos)
after work, eat bread, NO DINNER FOR KT, EVEN WITH CRAB, LOBSTER, SEAFOOD... erm... of cos except those i mention, I WILL NOT EAT ANYTHING AFTER 7PM.
b4 slp, run again. SWEAT, I NEED MORE SWEEAT~

okie. *calm down* den i will decide to take YOGA course from CC, knn i am poor, that y go cc, if not i go true yoga liao. muahahahah~

YOGA, I AM COMING~ i think beta drag malcolm along with me.

2009-03-02T14:41:00.002+08:00

mon

ppl. KT IS BACK. lolx. firstly, i have to say sorry to those i had hurt over these few days, cos i cant ctrl my emotions, that y. SORRYYYYY~ pls forgive kt. (at least i am brave to admit, lol)

well, in hongkong, i read one an article, love is not wat we ay, well, got time, i scan the article and paste here, but sad to say, is all in chinese, i find in quite good, it actually smooth my thinking, i noe where i gg noe.

well, i hungry. i go cook noodles. bye folks~ be back for foto uploading~

2009-02-24T23:07:00.002+08:00

tue

i am getting more n more tired den ever. why lidat. i gg for a holiday, yet i felt excited and tired. anyone can tell me? haiz.

i am filled with unhappiness and sadness and and and.......... i duno

2009-02-23T22:37:00.002+08:00

mon

today very busy. well. i jus voicing out wat i dun feel right. whether agree or not, is not for me to comment.

why always i encounter such things, why cant i do sth abt it. forget it. i will make me more upset n disappointed. totally regret to have my bday dinner that time. i am the cause of everything. bloody shit.

exam coming. i shld be focus on my exam. prelim coming. focus on my prelim. i on leave until next week, trip, exam, relationship, frenzship all coming to face a challenge.

but. i can say, i nv do anything wrong. i am conscience. i once ask yap, why dont we leave each other alone for a moment, den think carefully are we suppose to be the one who meant for each other. but, i sound crazy.

i got alot of things on mind. i duno wat to say. i noe, once i say out, dun say frenz, i be loner aso possible. my relatives is lidat, my frenz aso lidat, worse, now my collegues aso lidat.

i always tell ppl that the world is beautiful enff to live long. but, i am wrong, beautiful items always hide hideous face.

i wondering, how many ppl bad-mouthing behind me. how many ppl curse behind me. i have no ideas.

i can help, i help. i can listen i listen. i can give advice i give. i dun talk mean i got nth to say. tis is me. kT, ah kan, kuiting, kandice

i jus wan to be myself. chasing after my dream. i dun wan when i turn 30, i still a "ting hua" de turtle... jus a few more steps, all my dream will be fulfil without any effort.

if u think that i dun deserve to be ur frenz. go ahead. cos u dun even noe wat went wrong, everything is right, no one is right in ur eyes, we are all wrong. think abt it.

2009-02-21T23:16:00.004+08:00

sat

well, i simply dun like ppl to make decision themselves and end up nth is done. u wanna jio us out, den end up say cant late go home, eh, we always so late reach home, after this n that. cock here cock there.

dun be rubbish with me.

another one. ppl dun owe u anything, pls let him go. no use he drive u here n there, do soooo many things and end up ff onli.

haiz. i think i not good in my words. if u think is u, den go ahead. if u think is others, den is ur problem, i nv say anyone, i nv say anything. i jus voicing out my unhappiness.

i always tell kaien, if that gal dun like u, pls... dun glue up to her, cos end up nth happen, and... not only he tong ku, we aso tong ku by seeing him tong ku.

why all the ppl ard me is like tat? need to be mature in thinking.

btw. isit i mature liao, that y i think so much, or.... am i still childish~

2009-02-16T23:24:00.002+08:00

mon

today is monday = blue = alot of ppl come to SC. haiz. why so many ppl? lesser abit can? hehe~ of cos i noe is a tough work. but wat to do. i need work, i need monies to cater for my high expenses.

ytd went to tour fair with mama. wow. ppl mt ppl sea. who say SG go into recession? the tour is not cheap leh. haiz. mama book to taiwan. i wan to goooooooo~ angry. she gg with auntie lan. two of them. wow. can shop till she drop pant. lolx

i miss yappie!

2009-02-15T22:27:00.002+08:00

sun

i spend with mama during V day, cos yappie went back to camp n work. work work work. he is working for our future. i understand, that y i am not angry with him. but quite relief. duno why. okie now. how i spend my V day with mama. okie. start off with mrng.

Mrng i go work. yesh. v day still working.....

afternoon fetching mei mei go work, yes... she v day aso working....

den evening time, go parkway with mama eat mee siam (damn sucky, i and mama agreed to ban that stall). den mama buy 4D (HUAT AR!) i go cold storage buy sweet sweet. den nite time, fetch mei from work den go bedok 85 eat BA CHOR MEE (kaien favourite, muahahahahah)

well, this is how i spend my V day with mama. lolx.

yappy bought a book for me. well, i beg him to buy for mi instead, call, BI XIANG LIAN AI. ehhhh.... is a comedy book, funny n fill with laughter, knn, wat am i saying. well, when he buy, he give me a toopid look. well. i cant help to laugh at him. inncocent look~

i dint do anything for him this yr cos... ALL SAVE FOR HONGKONG... lolx... when he reach hongkong den he will know. here i shall zip my lip first. hehe~

2009-02-12T19:18:00.000+08:00

thurs

kena stuck at hse.

SL dun believe say i anyhow. damn it. why lidat?

i am bored.

exam coming.

i feel like slping.

hongkong is my favourite place. i wish i can go hongkong n work, get PR stay there. lolx. <- lame~

2009-02-03T01:15:00.004+08:00

《礼物》
女人都渴望归属　可是热情怎样保持温度
oh 眼泪是快乐的附属　却又让我驯服
终于一天看清楚　能够爱过痛过也算幸福
这一路的旅途　风光明媚　还是绝路都是昨天笑忘书
每个人都有一份礼物　就是为另外一个人付出
没经历过挥之不去的痛苦　不懂珍惜手中的礼物
每个熟悉的哀乐喜怒　藏在心里最温暖的深处
王子公主　谁能逃得过痛哭　能够勇敢爱下去　
是最好的礼物今天我已经领悟　今天就是礼物

i dun need anything. i jus need u to be good to me. why cant u do so? where all ur promises? i have no one to turn to. no one noe how i feel. forget it.

2009-01-26T01:26:00.000+08:00

mon

HUAT AR!~ today is chu yi~ i am gg to granny hse and BAI NIAN~ hmmm.

ytd wasnt a good day for me. hahaha. why leh? i aso duno~ hahahahah~ w

well..... actually..... HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~ BYEB YE

2009-01-24T00:13:00.002+08:00

fri

nearing to CNY. guess wat, i havnt but finish my clothes, i havnt buy my bag, i havnt buy anything. cut hair. slping. all not enff. haiz.

simply one word. sianx. i getting more sian now. dun wish to go out, dun wish to go sch, dun wish to talk to anyone. jus wan to slp. shit. am i getting moody??? gg hk on end feb, well, exam is approaching, and i dun wan to waste my leave in singapore grow mogu~ so i decided HK trip, anyway, dearie coy cover all the air tix, hotel accommondation, so i no worry. i decide to SPEND SPEND SPEND! spend till i droP~ lolx~

oh ya, my lost long frenz linying finally MSN me. god bless~ well, realli need a time to go out and drink kopi with her, of cos, in a high class place la. lolx...

maybe chu er, we gg to ah lam hse LO HAY!~ that jumpy beta dun YA YA with me, i cfm blackie face again. lolx. and duno bb n boonie will go or not, cos hor... recently they are DAMN busy. sms bo reply one, sad. nvm den, i sms mel mel n kaien. at least they response. lolx~

my CNY wish, RED FITTY~ lol. alreeady discuss with dealer. hmmm. will make a decision real sooN~

2009-01-15T00:06:00.002+08:00

wed

today i compose a story for my sisters. damn funnY~ we called, ah egg life... ah egg frenz call eggie~ their story board. i think. muahahaha. cool leh~ ang ku kuay~

btw. which endng u all prefer? sms or email.

top ten reader will get a small prize.... JIA YOU!

introduction

Ah egg is the main character
Eggie is ah egg frenz
yolkie is egg yolk!

the story begin....

Ah Egg Life

1. While ah egg walking down the street, she saw ah pot.
Ah egg start to dreammmm~

Expression: (bubble come out and start thinking of spa)

2. Ah Egg dream of soaking water with eggie friends (many eggie), she smiled. =)

(Zoom in ah egg face, blur scene,)

3. Nice scenery. Eggie and ah egg enjoys happily~ splashing....

(Eggie and ah egg dance up n down = splashing)

4. Just then ah egg did not notice the water in the pond is boiling..... Is getting hotter and hotter. Eggie and ah egg kept sweating...

(Draw eggie n ah egg sweat and water boiling, eggie bue tahan use tissue paper wipe away the sweat)

5. Without knowledge, eggie and ah egg happily take a quick nap. (Zzzzzzz)

6. When eggie and ah egg wake up, they realize something is not right.

(Looking at each other, draw all of them got ang ku kuay!)

7. When they jump out of the pond, (JUMP TOO HARD) the shell of the eggie and ah egg start to crack.

8A. Den they become half boiled egg

(EGGIE AND AH EGG DOT DOT DOT, DRAW BUBBLE AND PUT ……………)

OR

8B. EGGIE AND AH EGG BECOME HALF BOILED EGG.

(YOLKIE FLOW OUT OF EGGIE AND AH EGG BOTTOM)

2009-01-08T23:43:00.002+08:00

thur

bad day for me.

knn. i sibei bue song. zhen de bue song. URGHHHHH

I DUN WISH TO REPEAT MYSELF.

so what if u r gong zhu~

so what if u r apple of every guy eyes.

i have to cancel my leave. i have let all my frenz laugh at me. i fight so hard for leave yet tis happen

yappy dun support me.

I DUN WAN TO STAY IN SINGAPORE AND ROT FOR TWO WEEKS. WO BU YAOP~

suan le. i sibei bue song now. i dun wan to talk anymore.

pUI~

2009-01-05T01:34:00.003+08:00

sun

ytd went k with boonie they all.

reali is a emo nite.

haiz. love reali is blind?

all have their own problems.

love, family, frenz, work... study~

why cant we see thing simpler abit.

gone mean gone, dun go n think here n there. i always believe, in a relationship, wat ur meant to be ur. no matter wat u do, how u salvage, he/she will leave u eventually.

frenz is the one, who ur family wasnt there to support u.

but, in my heart, i always believe cherish is the word for this lifetime, why bother to cherish a relationship where that someone wasnt there for u anymore or not meant for u at all. jus cherish the feeling and move on.

the earth wont becos of ur emo-ness and stop spinning. i still go hungry after the emo-ness. no point making urself ke lian n emo n xin ku whereby there is no hope at all. got mean got. dun have mean dun have. force. will make thing worsen.

u might think, i did not go thru how i know how u all feel.

when i was sec 3, he left me and get with other gal, u noe how hurtful am i. smoke. drink. chiong Bar, chiong club. eat eat eat. no one was with me when i was down, need someone to enlighten me, but no one was there to support me. try to salvage the relationship. but nth can be done. i can only blame myself at that time.

that time wat i went thru is a mess. living in the world of hell. except i did not go for drug. my mum was so heart broken, why can i be lidat becos of a guy that dun love me anymore. no frenz ard me. no one there to support. i stand up for myself. i ctrl myself.

u can count urself lucky that, we are there to support u. no one can help u except urself. by making urself emo, is a pain in our heart. although u might think, chey frenz onli ma, y care my feeling so much. cos i noe, its hurt.

i went thru everything. i nearly suicide and that cause me a price. i cant have menses as normal woman. meaning, i might not be able to give birth at all. i am regret abt my action for that year. if i can ctrl n think maturely, it wont end up this way. i am to answer for my mistake and get punishment.

if u love him. let him/her go. u see him/her happy u aso will be happy. no point grabbing so tight yet no outcome cos end up, the one who get hurt is U, not him/her.

o-right. enff of my toopid long story. i wont not blog here anymore. i changing blog. a secret one~ shhH~

2008-12-29T01:00:00.004+08:00

sun

folks.... i jus bought a LV Bag~ muahahahahahahah

mr yap gg to kill me. well i bought it on 20 dec 08. haha. cost me 1320. muaahahahhahahahahha

this wed gg to celebrate. yahOO~ party time~ FINALY COUNTDOWN TO YEAR 2009~ ROAR~~~~~

and Bedtime stories....

well... i love my bag.

i love u all~

2008-12-27T00:54:00.002+08:00

fri

MERRY XMAS TO EVERYONE~

jin jin bell
jin jin bell
jin jin all the way~

eh... i had a wonderful xmas...

yappy bought me a soft toy~ ELEPHANT IN PURPLE
boonie bought me a pouchie~
cin bb bought me a sunglasses
my collegues all buy me chocolates....
gift exchange i got cup
family gathering on gift exchange i got paper clip

well
ytd got sth happen, well unpleasant of cos. haiz. it over now. i must learn from boonie, see everything open n dun care~

2008-12-21T22:56:00.001+08:00

sun

wau lau. been weeks since last update.

my life suck

every day work work work

even leave aso must beg... haiz...

xmas is coming....

ytd i went to watch TWILIGHT with boonie, cin bb, mel mel, andy and ke~

i tell u. the romantic show, BECOME A FUNNY SHOW...

well, is very romantic. REALI ROMANTIC. but i reali make it out like a funny show....

i tell u. IS A NICE SHOW. i love edward.....

he is yandao. especially his ELECTRIFY EYES....

well, mr yap dun scare, i still love u okie. jus that edward has big beautiful eyes...

2008-12-15T21:15:00.002+08:00

mon

i hvnt finish loading foto to kaien.

i wan to slp liao...

i reali feel like slping

today is in a mess. guess wat~

today mrng steady sui sui~ den nearing to lunchie, okie fine. sui sui~

wau lau, after lunchie, majiam war is coming, the whole bishan flooded...

i have ard 50 Queueing, and i serve the number 40 Q, cant seem to clear finish.

I kept pressing, DING DONG... DING DONG~

ding dong~ DING DONG~ diiiinnnnnnngggggg ddddoooonnnnnnggggg~

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2008-12-10T22:38:00.003+08:00

wed

i felt low today

jus end quarrel with mama

why cant she be more understanding and more flexible.

she getting too much...

even my sis also ignoring me.

no one care for me.

i always kept things inside my heart.

i am going crazy soon

anyone can resuce me?

i think not...

bonus out today. 1.5mth. but i wasnt happy

i planning to buy car.

toyota yaris.... axio... vios.... maybe mitsubushi I~

can i afford?

no more good food for me

no more good stuffs for me

most impt... i have to eat bread...

speaking of eating bread...

this evening i called home and ask mama cook. guess wat my sis say, NO, den hang up my call.

i dun owe her anything.

I DUN OWE ANYONE ANYTHING...

i am i. i jus wan to be myself. why cant i?

now mama is shouting at me.

i am crying.......

2008-12-09T19:52:00.002+08:00

tues

i am tired. reali tired. i duno wat i done wrong den mama treat me in this idiot way. she suck. i today nv eat at all. cos she nv cook. i noe most of u all will say, aiya, go buy urself lor. come on. if i go buy myself, she will get knnbccb de angry lor. i dun wan to maek thing worse~

2008-12-01T01:20:00.002+08:00

sun

cant slp. well. have load of things in my mind which i cant figure out why. nvm den. it will be answer one day.

today yap come n find me, he say he sorry n say alot of things, eventually i forgive him.

today post abit random cos i reali duno wat i writing. muahahahaha

the whole dec i sooo busy

schedule as follow

5 dec - bis collegues wedding
6 dec - coy D&D (but i nt gg)
7 dec - Jace (ber bb gal full mth) in the noon time, den RINA wedding dinner nite time. (looking forward)
8 dec - cycling with my family (cos my auntie wan too, haiz)
9 dec - 11 dec - work
12 dec - cin bb bday.. lolx
13 dec to 23 dec - work again
24 dec - XMAS PARTY WITH MEL MEL THEY ALLL....
25 dec - xmas party with my family and relatives.... (gift exchange)
26 dec - 31 dec - work...

so how pack am i during dec.. whereby my bonus that mth is 1.5 mth. idiot. work so hard and one econ crisis drain down the world. citigroup need bill out, whereby i rmb somewhere tis yr i think i hear or see from paper that we inject US$5BILLION into their group. haiz.

2008-11-27T16:47:00.001+08:00

thurs

recently i have nose bleed until i duno why. i go see doc found out that vein spoil. o-right. let it spoil. MC.. well, i think i must prepare to clean my butt and resign from my coy liao. BLACKLISTED... lolx...

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=71262&l=03617&id=622158335

the above link is all the foto i took during melS bday... well. i miss mr yap. wondering wat is he doing right now. although we jus end our quarrel. but... in my heart... there is a place for him~

2008-11-16T22:47:00.003+08:00

Sun

today i went to CROCS warehouse sale. well. IS DAMN DAMN CHEAP I BOUGHT THREE SHOES FOR LESS THAN 50 BUCK. hahaha. normally one pair is $50plus, now... 80% SALE~ MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH...

fri i went to KTV. cool. until 4am. shiok~

2008-11-12T22:19:00.003+08:00

wed

I AM UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED WITH YUMIKO~ jus one friendster message, and SHE IS GONE FOREVER... why dint u endure and try to ask that ass KAI to come out and us how he look like, moron~

if u wan to act dai e long. pls act like one, dun post one message and vanished after kena shoot by others. reali toopid act sia.

recently i super bue song. dun come n provoke me, IF NOT I WILL...... I WILL.... BURN UR FLAT~ POUR COKE N BA KU TEH ON U~

2008-11-11T20:51:00.003+08:00

Tues

i duno who is the bloody hell owe $$ nv pay, den ppl come n leave message at my friendster, goodness sake, i am ah long ar, got my problem to solve ar, crazy. ppl owe u monies is ur problem, i dun even noe who is KAI lor, got la, kai en and my sis kai ting, if kaien owe u monies i surely ask him to pay de, but obviusly he dun have friendster, my sis, humpz dun need to say, HER MONIES ALREADY LIKE MOUNTAIN LIAO, NEED TO BORROW FROM SOMEONE... crazy~

whoever shitty ass above this yumiko mention, i already rely her watever she can do to that idiot kai... ass holE

2008-11-09T23:42:00.006+08:00

sun

today is sun. sun is bright. weather is nice. ytd went to top one with boonie they all. have great fun. well, i tot top one is a nice place, cos the ktv charge $28plus with 4hours singing. drink only green tea nice nia. iced apple (no apple smell, tasteless), orange (no orange, taste like syrup onli) so green tea still drinkable...

when saw their website, wow, THE ROOM IS SOOOO NICE, but.... abit disappointed, cos small n squeezy.... i think we reali too many ppl go, den they give us tis small room, is okie...

have alot of fun, we sing from 10 plus to 2am plus... den proceed to Rui Chun to have BREAKIE, ya, indeed very early de breakie... siew mai, chao siew bao~ alot alot... we 9 ppl, eat 100 plus... worth~

okie. time to upload foto le. hehe~

boon act dun wan to take with us.

okie there she come!

STEAMBOAT. FINALLY~

LOOK HOW HAPPY ARE THEY....

alrite, this is the second shot. goodness sake... FAT KT~

top one... eh room is bigger den kbox. but. sound system not reali that good.

me, mel chia and boonie~

wee tat~ JIA YOU~

see hw kaien act gay~ knn~

2008-11-08T16:59:00.001+08:00

sat

okie. my uncle coming back. honda gg to return him liao. so... i buying one for myself... muahahaha.... unless cab fare drop...

my uncle is asking his frenz to confirm my order status. everything okie, once he return back. i sign documents, that it. I HAVE A FIT~

2008-11-06T22:24:00.004+08:00

thurs

today on half day leave. sianx. i had a great time at bishan. no more scare of this n that le. haiz. how i wish to work under mr chong since starting of work, so my appraisel wont be so nan kan. haiz. sad to say, due to my high mc rate and high performance rate, i think wont increase any salary or any extra bonus....

hopefully 2009 is a beta yr for me.

LET PRAY!

2008-11-03T13:39:00.005+08:00

mon

ytd go THE NEWPAPER BIG WALK. yes u all dint see wrongly, i went for big walk. tat bloody big walk make me sick and I AM ON MC TODAY. wtf... big sun shine... den after that wait for the toopid free bus ride to suntec, and along the way curse n swear, den big rain, HO SEH LA... sick now... itchy mouth~

see how happy is yap! haiz. poor me!~

alot of paper walking toward MARINA BARRAGE!~

balloN~ getting nearer!~ i can do it~

DID U SEE THAT~ I ALMOST THERE!

TADAH~ REACH THE FINISHING LINE~! and i got sick!~

2008-10-26T10:21:00.003+08:00

sun

WE ARE GG TO YUM CHA!!!!!!!!!!! YUM CHA YUM CHA YUM CHA~~~~~~~~

papa jus finish seeing doc. haiz, allergy~ my sis say i HAI my papa one, cos i cook kimchi soup, den he drink my kimchi soup~ omFG~ haiz. kimchi fault~ so next time i cook kimchi soup, DUN DRINK~

okie, i ytd cook kimchi soup with laska mee hoon (chor mee hoon, sound like... nvm den~) den put beancurd, fishcake and chor mee hoon in a soup. den pour half bottle of kimchi down the soup. IT BECOME KIMCHI SOUP~ lolx.....

yap siao liao, next time ar, i am the wife, i have to cook, and.... MAKE HIM DRINK MY KIMCHI SOUP~ lolx.... yap, poor thing~

i jus have a long chat with mama, she say she help me pay downpayment of my car, den that is my "jia zhuang" (downy???? duno how to spell). eh, my jia zhuang only $3000. omfg~ i tell mama, nvm i go buy myself, dun need her to give any downpaymt. i already discuss with mel chia liao, we GO BUY HONDA.... FIT/JAZZ~ cos ah mel also wan to buy~ so maybe buy together got cheaper rate, lolx. oh ya, MR YAP ALSO BUYING. YEAH~ THREE CARS~

after all my calculation, i have $200 left every mth (after deducting for my saving policy (endowment) and study loans and credit bills) for my entertainment n spenditure, okie la. not bad. jus that no more LV~ mg~

2008-10-16T22:53:00.002+08:00

Thurs

ZHOU JIE LUN ALBUM IS OUT LE~ WOOHOO~ i like the song below. GOT 'FEEL'... suddenly i feel abit sad leh. duno y leh. maybe as u grow older, things tend to think alot. well, i wondering, am i on the right tracK? should i change my mindset? should i let it go? i always believe, so long he love u more than u love him, you will be xin fu. am i wrong? or.... i am right, jus that i dun think so...

next year i gg to hongkong, will be booking tix soon... gg with yappy. well. shop till i drop. i like this quote~

周杰伦 - 说好的幸福呢
词：方文山曲：周杰伦

你的回话凌乱着在这个时刻我想起喷泉旁的白鸽甜蜜散落了情绪莫名的拉扯我还爱你呢而你断断续续唱着歌假装没事了时间过了走了爱情面临选择你冷了倦了我哭了离开时的不快乐你用卡片手写着有些爱只给到这真的痛了怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了开心与不开心一一细数着你再不舍那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得你不等了说好的幸福呢我错了泪干了放手了后悔了只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着要怎么停呢你的回话凌乱着在这个时刻我想起喷泉旁的白鸽甜蜜散落了情绪莫名的拉扯我还爱你呢而你断断续续唱着歌假装没事了时间过了走了爱情面临选择你冷了倦了我哭了离开时的不快乐你用卡片手写着有些爱只给到这真的痛了怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了开心与不开心一一细数着你再不舍那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得你不等了说好的幸福呢我错了泪干了放手了后悔了只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着要怎么停呢怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了我都还记得你不等了说好的幸福呢我错了泪干了放手了后悔了只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着要怎么停呢

2008-10-13T22:25:00.007+08:00

mon
today is a blue day. ALOT OF PPL. I NV NV IN THESE TWO WEEKS DO OVER 30 CUSTOMERS. omfg~ i am busy. i busy. cant do assignment, i go library and stare at the books den go away cos... FEEL SLPY... hahahahahahahahaha~ woohOO~

my new hair. now longer liao. gg to cut again
shorttttt to long~

my bestie of all! she know me inside out, upside down!!
we are girlfriends!!!

emmi n me~ eh... emmi y ur expression abit funnY~
emmi, van, me n rina~~~ yOO HO~

haha, me and rina... we took in the toilet. hehe~ sHH~

my workstation again. see sooo messy. might nv got chance to come back. cos... maybe i will resign sooN~

my workstation. name not ard anymore.

We three come in ard the same time, but i leaving to BISHAN... Ber, Van... jia yoU! hope to see u all again... rmb our promise?

we are frenz!!! who say working place no frenz... they are my frenz~!!

So blur. duno wat this dearie took sia~

2008-10-12T01:13:00.002+08:00

sat

This song is damn damn nice! i duno how to decribe, but,.... IT NICE!!!

CRY ON MY SHOULDER - SUPER STARS

If the hero never comes to you If you need someone you"re feeling blue If you"re away from love and you"re alone If you call your friends and nobody"s home You can run away but you can"t hide Through a storm and through a lonely night Then I show you there"s a destiny The best things in life They"re free But if you wanna cry Cry on my shoulder If you need someone who cares for you If you"re feeling sad your heart gets colder Yes I show you what real love can do If your sky is grey oh let me know There"s a place in heaven where we"ll go If heaven is a million years away Oh just call me and I make your day When the nights are getting cold and blue When the days are getting hard for you I will always stay here by your side I promise you I"ll never hide What real love can do What love can do What real love can do What love can do What real love can do What love can do

2008-10-09T23:39:00.001+08:00

thurs

NOTHING BETTER TO DO!!!!

well... i believe... I BELIEVE U WAN TO MAKE US QUARREL.

haiz

y act childish?

clone other ppl nick for wat?

be urself man~

2008-10-08T21:03:00.002+08:00

wed

well today i find out one very interesting and toopid thing. for nth go and CLONE my frenz nick, left taggy on my tagboard saying, YAP GOT OTHER GIRL SHE SAW YAP AT AIRPORT. aiyo... not surprising... he got many gfs. not only me. but... HE ONLY WILL MARRY ME. soooo wat u waiting for???

BIG JOKE OF THE DAY!!!

2008-10-06T00:55:00.002+08:00

sun

today went to alot of places. go library.... strangely. mr yap ask me, wanna go LV shop mai. of cos i say, DUN WAN. lolx. but quite strange... nvm den...

den we proceed to bugis and BRA BASAH~ i duno how to spell. nvm den. no one will noe also. i buy alot of things. DP on sale. KINOKUNIYA on sale. i bought Nuu Ren wo zui da.

i heard a big thing.... haiz. on the newspaper somemore. sad to say. Ling Li is a good host. jia yoU~

2008-10-05T02:33:00.002+08:00

sat

i thinking to buy a new bag. wat to buy leH~ hmmm~ i wan to buy this bag... but.... mr yap DUN LET ME BUY~ haiz. any good soul can buy for me?

~

2008-10-01T23:30:00.003+08:00

wed

tml.... i gg to bishan. hopefully everything went correct for me. very stress up. i duno wat to do. wat am i gg to do.... i feel quite sad...... haiz... dun wish to say somemore.

well today i went k with dearie... lolx.... sing sing sing~ today sing english song. woohoo~ all oldies~

YESTERDAY ONCE MORE~ EVERY SHA LA LA LA~ EVERY WOAH OH OH OH~ STILL SHINE~
YOU ARE THE DANCING QUEEN YOUNG N SWEET ONLY SEVENTEEN
CLOSE TO U~
IF TOMORROW NEVER COME~
I~ WONT GO HOME WITH YOU.... IF NOT OVER TONIGHT, SO GIVE ME ONE MORE CHANCE TO TRY..
I SEE YOU LOOKING AT ME, LIKE I SOME KIND OF FREAK~ Y DUN U DO SOMETHING???

SO.... above the song is cool right..... lolx... now watching bbt. hey hey~ AH GINA PEKING AT MY TYPING. GO AWAY~

2008-09-28T21:45:00.002+08:00

sun

today is F1 final. hmmm. i just sign up for voluteer at youth Olypium. well. i got nth to do isit>? no. cos... is a good chance to express myself. well i dun like sport, but... i like to see sport game, read... lolx. lame kan~

oh ya, today watch diaster movie. full of crap n SHIT lor. reali damn damn damn no star for them,.... knn, lame, shit plus.... unmeaningful. urgH~ tink liao also angry... duno wat they doing,.... damn it. waste monies.

i gg to slp now. bb~

2008-09-25T22:32:00.004+08:00

thurs
today i went back to work. den AM inform me abt my trfing. okie fine. all deal liao. how to change leh~ go and give it a try bah~ oh ya. i attend court today. heng judge is cooL~ @#$%^&*( finish all the verdict liao. BRAVO~

den went to chinatown eat chicken rice from tiong baru, i noe abit bo liao~ but.. mama wan to eat leh~ can i say NO~ hahahah~

i loaded all my family foto here... hahah~

i tell u. this is my ah gong. we modify one~ cool leH~
hey heY~ our family tree 1
family tree 2~